【Gina Wild - Jetzt wird es schmutzig 5 (2000)】
Thomas Sayers Ellis’s “Or,Or,Gina Wild - Jetzt wird es schmutzig 5 (2000)”
The Poem Stuck in My Head

Thomas Sayers Ellis.
Most of the poems stuck in my head are rap songs. Rap is the music I grew up listening to, and the lyrics from those days, the late eighties and early nineties, have stayed with me. I’ve forgotten most of the poems I had to memorize at school; of Keats’s “To Autumn,” I remember only the famous lines. On the other hand, Big Daddy Kane’s “Smooth Operator,” Rakim’s “Mahogany,” or Nas’s “N.Y. State of Mind”—these are poems I know by heart, from beginning to end, and will probably never forget.
Some people don’t believe raps are poems. They have a point. On the page, arranged into lines and stanzas, raps lose most of their appeal. I’m grateful to Bradley and DuBois’s enormous Anthology of Rap, if only becauseI now know what Raekwon is saying on “Triumph” (which doesn’t mean I understand it: “The swift chancellor, flex, the white-gold tarantula / Track truck diesel, play the weed, god, substantiala.” Can I get a footnote?). But when raps are spelled out like this they lose their fluidity, their life in three dimensions. Rap is not monotonous, though it is almost always composed in couplets and four-four lines. But the good songs always surprise you, leave you wrong-footed, put the emphasis or rhyme where you don’t expect it.
There is no doubt that Thomas Sayers Ellis’s “Or,” is a poem, but it is one of the few that feels to me like a rap—an especially good one. This is because of the way it establishes a pattern and then continually breaks away from it. The poem is based on the repetition of or, but as we read through it, what seemed like a formal constraint becomes a principle of transformation, a hinge that keeps flexing. The poem begins, as I read it, by riffing on the either/or logic of identity questionnaires (“You could get with this, or you could get with that,” as Black Sheep once put it, in a different context). But it quickly ramifies into geography, history, poetics. Read it out loud a few times and you might find you already have it memorized:
Or Oreo, or
worse. Or ordinary.
Or your choice
of categoryor
Coloror any color
other than Colored
or Colored Only.
Or “Of Color”or
Otheror theory or discourse
or oral territory.
Oregon or Georgia
or Florida Zoraor
Opportunityor born poor
or Corporate. Or Moor.
Or a Noir Orpheus
or Senghoror
Diasporaor a horrendous
and tore-up journey.
Or performance. Or allegory’s armor
of ignorant comfort.or
Worshipor reform or a sore chorus.
Or Electoral Corruption
or important ports
of Yoruba or worryor
Neighboror fear of…
of terror or border.
Or all organized
minorities.
“Or,” first appeared in the October 2006 issue of Poetrymagazine.
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